Hari Kokurikulum

i decided to write today before my memory fades

early in the morning,
i start to be nervous,
when i should wake up at 5.45am,
i wake by myself 5am...
too early,
i can feel my heart keep on pumping....
hate this feeling
i wait until 5.30am only go out of my room,
scare that my mum will ask why i didn't sleep well
ate maggi mee, end up half left due to no appetite
no care... i take my bath then go school at 6.10am

reach school by 6.30am
not all so on time, and i most hate their timing
late late late late
ady noob still want late
don't want use bad word for this post....
hng
messing with name tags, landyards, whistle.... oh my god
pls take care of your own things la
tak boleh tahan...
7.07am i request them to masuk baris,
but i wait until 7.20am only all can stand quietly, with no more lapsap things to do...
really !@#$%
don't get my nerves again next time

after assembly all PC participants are quarantine
Tn Anna's presence make me more nervous...
out of my expectation
we waited in 3A,
from 8am+ until 11am+ only is my team's turn...
sigh, fat mou ady
news from kawad team make me more worry
mistakes, wrong this wrong that...
don't repeat them ok?

Pertolongan Cemas(PC) scene is given early to us
we planned as usual
but obviously when get to real scene i mess up the plan again
i assigned wrong ppl to wrong casualty(1st mistake)
i left out the hysteria casualty alone for the first 5 minutes(2nd mistake)
i forget to ask all members to record down the details(3rd mistake)
i didn't apply C-collar for the fainted casualty(4th mistake)
i couldn't help my members in handling case(5th mistake)
of course there are many more that i didn't realize
but
this time experience make me more determined
i am not talented to be a leader,
i promise i will not lead any team in future,
and yet we still have much to be improved.

after the scene, i hoping to meet the judges for comments
but pn samsiah want to find me and kok ong
so we went to find her
pn zahrah tell me... bsmm(kawad) is the team made most mistake
oh my god...
i couldn't believe it
pn samsiah just keep on talking to me and kok ong
realizing that my gastric started again,
i start to complain to KO..
LOL, at first i plan to buy food geh,
but announcement for majlis hadiah comes, so no food for me again

i went down to find yi chwen, jing lin.
we plan to find the judges
but the teacher pull us into the hall
saying need someone to clap for pemberian hadiah to the judges
of course we are willing to do that
many PC participants is there
after the ceremony, we meet the judges for the comments
they said mistakes that we made, treatment need to be improve,
not fast enough ....................
so many
sigh
i apologize to su chyi via sms, thinking that she may be disappointed with my team's poor performance

majlis hadiah
for kawad-
1st-SJAM
2nd-Kadet
3rd-Pengakap
Sagu Hati-BSMM =(
Ketua Platun Terbaik-Pengakap

for PC-
1st-BSMM
2nd-Taekwando
3rd-SJAM
Sagu Hati-Kadet and Pengakap
Ketua Pasukan Terbaik-Taekwando

okay, PC team we do win but is with bad performance
even cik rosnah also say to me-ini mesti menang ni, kalau tidak malulah
sigh, nothing to say.
chai yean really talented to be leader,
pls don't waste your talent ya.

photos pls wait next post ya... now is too late