f**king my bc

i enjoy writing blog in the midnight
nobody will disturb and nobody will peek from my back...

yesterday went to school with my dad...
my mum not go, may be she is not interested since i said that my results are poor
hari terbuka... so "many people" lol

when enter the hall
i can't found my class teacher lol
she is hiding in the end there =.="
i am so lucky that nobody at my class' table there
so we sat, then she showed the laporan kemajuan...
now i wonder why the book called laporan kemajuan if no kemajuan in it >.<
she just show us, then point out my bloody wound...
bahasa cina >>>C
T.T
why my bc can't get an B... i don't want C every time lo...
so sad la...

when back home...
kena f**k again
still the same thing same issue same tone same question...........
sien...

by the way, congrats to bsmm's stall organizer,
i don't know is who,
but definitely u all didn't make me down
unity and work
i am irresponsible enough the let go
so that you all will learn
complaints from other people about the leaders i would not care
u want to say me blind or what also can
i know i made correct decision

awaken

attended AFS interview,
i don't really think i stand a chance...

many things the volunteers there tell us...
culture shock, different language will be used...(not special as i ady expect)
most important, after u come back, u will know who is true friend...
*this one shocked me*
they say when u go aboard,
your friend will send u email
first week,
second week,
third week... nope
so u will realize who is take care of u, who not...
pathetic
i gone through this... primary to secondary

please pray pray hard for me... although i ask for the tough
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rushing through my homework
badly informed from kok ong that bio is too much
zzz
no sleep for 2 days won't die right?

empty

time to end this pain

it is long enough to bring this to ending

today will be the meeting day =)

ready your asses to be kicked 

stayed in home for a few days

except going out to tuition and going to melaka for day trip

am i too lazy or too stressed with school works...

planning a few days ahead

tuesday-melaka

wednesday-night have tuition

thurday-no idea yet
friday-afternoon need attend interview, hope i get chosen
saturday-empty
sunday-father's day right? hmm, should get a nice restaurant


emptying myself to be clear 
too many lapsap d
==
anyone going out? 
bring me...
i am like fungus in my home

holiday; time to reboot

holiday...

i went to cameron highland...

as usual,

no spm books...

just got 3 books.

erm, shud say 励志小说...

now i found that i am thrown back...

so far from the others...

when everybody is ready....

i am still finding my way

every night i think....

i did nothing...

i let go kokurikulum for my academic...

now i didn't get both.

i let go my chance,

now i have no chance to change it...

take time to stop,

rest,

then go...

人类不会为休息而工作

人类只有为工作而休息

stop, restart, reboot...