听君一席话...找回自己

刚和siew cheng谈完
原来我真的迷失了自己
她提醒了我很多东西
以前到现在
我真的变了很多
我忘了以前努力读书的目的
忘了父母为了补习花了多少钱在我身上
忘了为了证明自己的能力牺牲了多少
忘了考不好成绩的后果
忘了为奖学金对自己许下的诺言
或许我真的须要把以前的我找回来

很多东西
不只是天经地义
还是理所当然
应该和不应该
只在有没有先例来定夺

我
真的浪费了很多时间
真的应该找回我输不起的心态
来成为读书的动力

我
应该是时候再一次证明自己了吧?

“Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. Now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less.” 
quote of Madame Curie-Laureate of Noble Prize for Physics(1903) and Chemistry(1911)

40th post... so less also want tell... mensiasuikan

yup, 40th post,
first lets tell from 30 september...
last day of september
pameran dan ceramah denggi and influenze A(H1N1)
so long the name
look pro
but just do in makmal
lol
and only for form 4 and 6 classes in afternoon
let see some pic















that's us, not all, who left out??? chicken little and pro hing i think

finally found a photo with pro hing and chicken little
(p/s: hing, sorry ah, just can see ur back only)

group pic, but not clear, really sayang...
later add more pic, or go facebook see...

friday have bsmm mesyuarat agung
this year really funny
all teacher gone back
dunno what they hear during assembly
informed ady also say dunno
neither my nor ajks' problem

then on sat is mooncake festival
this year really kelian lo,
at first promised jeff to go to "chung qiu wan hui"
but have to fong fei gei...
not don't wanna go,
but sicked,
really sorry, but i am ready to be "niao" on wednesday

sunday, my primary school's
SJK(C) Khai Chee's Carnival
damn many ppl there
but i don't have any picture for u all since my camera is so noob
most important is meet with old friends and teachers
chye hui, mei hui, ming hen, kah yan, wei qi, ming hui(can't recognise him ady), viviane, kai yan, and of coz the twin chu hui and yun hui... all my old friends... all not same secondary school with me...
and of coz with old teachers...
mdm ong, mdm sim, mdm how,ms loh and ms wong....
really 2 years didn't met them ady
all changed,
white hair all come out ady,
but ms wong is still so cheerful,
mdm how is still so caring,
mdm ong, i chatted with her personally after my freinds left,
she seem so familiar with me as just as same when i'm primary six,
mdm loh, still same style,
fierce to now students, but nice to old students...
of coz still got many
but only main is written out, if not my blog will full with 1 post only...

next time continue, just chased kelvin in restaurant city,
i'll off facebook as i said...