我很忙.... 忙着堕落

Only God Knows

Midnight with no interruptions
Obviously im too darn bored with holiday,
holiday is not fun at all when your friends all are studying, some even have tests.
Great,
so im left bored at home,
clicking the mouse and pressing the keyboard like a robot,
drive when have chance, hoping i can get my own car which is impossible,
guessing when will someone free to invite me out to shop or whatever activity.
FML

went back to school on last saturday,
training for so-called first aid competition.
more serious next time please,
you all already form 5 still wanna spend time like "i have lots of time"
may be you all no stress bah.

this few days my bro is having his Perlu Main Rajin trial exam
first time see him so serious aka nerd
makes me feel im just a lazy pig doing nothing in home.

Real Friends Never Turn Their Back To You
got it?
i saw so many backs this week,
oh great,
i should have KICKED their back that time.
haha. 

sem break

sem break starts from friday
great holiday since im away from burdens, stress, tensions, bloody exams, horrible marks.....
i feel weird,
i don't feel belong to anywhere now.

bump into pei gee in selayang mall on saturday before have badminton sessions with friends
bad news all around
and i only know when i have bump someone from inside bsmm face to face only know
sad
im a senior that unreliable and unable to help you all,
great.


installed PPS and start to watch <<下一站,幸福>>
i hope i can finish it in a week time.

watched csi miami 9 yesterday,
reminding me my life aim ;)

should have set a plan for my holiday,
if not the time will be wasted.

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是时候放空自己，
寻找遗忘的自己。

雨过天晴

Apologize

IM SORRY

I know many of you hoping me to turn up on yesterday.

Sorry if I make you all hopeful when I ask whether can come at night.

Sorry for me reluctant to say cannot directly.

"Rolling in the Deep / Someone Like You / Turning Tables"

this version of Someone Like You more energetic :)

Things Stirred My Mind

Problem No.1
why i took BC in SPM even though I'm SMK
this is a very good question since my house-mates majority from SMJK
hmm,
i would take it as my responsibility as a chinese
A-, A or A+ seriously did play in my mind last time,
i thought i would pick Account as it is said to be easy to get A+
but in the end
i picked BC which i nearly score C every time in tests
i picked EST which my seniors only manage to score A-
but whatever,
you won't know the outcome until you get the result
(p.s for my junior: do what you think is correct)

Problem No.2
bcom and biology
seriously for bcom i would put ;(
biology i didn't hope for better than what i get, so it is ok
flip through newspaper and saw "FAILED YOUR EXAM?"
kinda sarcastic to read the article
but reminded me one thing
that is 越挫越勇 (sorry for rojak a bit over here)
i still remember last time i almost failed my add maths,
overcome fear is more important,
time to stand up and fight :)

fell
pain
work hard

am i really that noob?