把該死的自卑趕走

越考越绝望

noob dao bao.

Wait the end of this month,

I shall blog about it ;)

走入那房间，
亦然发现你常躺着的床已经不在。
取代的是，
一张从客厅搬进来的按摩椅。
原以为可以寻找你以前的气息，
才恍悟，
怀念的只有记忆。

2013年7月3日

我不会忘记那句“家属列队，围绕棺材看往生者最后一眼”。我的泪，忍不住了。

公公，安息。

Now, let's check my 2013 New Year's Resolutions 1. Be non-selfish. >>> I doubt so, anyone can tell me how am I doing on this? 2. Quit coffee. (almost impossible) >>> I know right? still taking coffee everyday 3. Exercise more. >>> kinda fail la 4. Spend more time with family and friends. >>> aye or nay? I dunno 5. Study effectively. >>> big failure 6. Organize JO well. >>> kena postponed -.- _______ Total failure lo

Now, let's check my 2013 New Year's Resolutions

1. Be non-selfish. >>> I doubt so, anyone can tell me how am I doing on this?

2. Quit coffee. (almost impossible) >>> I know right? still taking coffee everyday

3. Exercise more. >>> kinda fail la

4. Spend more time with family and friends. >>> aye or nay? I dunno

5. Study effectively. >>> big failure

6. Organize JO well. >>> kena postponed -.- 

_______

Total failure lo

陌生人

开始觉得

我不再认识我自己了

我到底是谁

Just listen 

"A Million Lives"

“The other day I got an email, I almost didn't read it

But something caught my eye right before I could delete it

It was bold and underlined, "Please Read" was the title

Followed by "Jake you are my idol"

It said and I quote, my name is Nikki and I used to be dancer

Til the day the doctor diagnosed me with cancer

So I said goodbye to all the hair on my head

And said hello to my hospital bed

Yeah see I was just a normal girl, it happened so fast

There were so many days that I thought would be my last

However the fight was tough, and the battle was long

But I felt strong when I listened to your songs

You were, always there for me, you helped my heart beat

You were my only friend, kept you on repeat

I thank God for you every single night

Cause believe or not, you saved my life”

“Yeah the mailman knocked said it was for me

Handed me a box, sent from Tennessee

Written on the top "for jakes eyes only"

Inside was a journal and letter that he wrote me

It said my name is Dillon I'm in 7th grade

I'm ridiculed and picked on almost everyday

Yeah they push me in the halls in between my classes

Yesterday they took my books then broke my glasses

I got no one to talk to, its like I don't exist

Sometimes I wonder if I was gone, would I be missed?

But lemme tell the real reason for this letter

You've helped me through it all, you've help me feel better

You're words gimme confidence, your messages inspire me

You help me find my inner strength deep inside me

Through all the bad times, you helped me find the light

Believe or not, you saved my life”

“I was sittin' at my table at dinner the other night

When I noticed a little girl sittin' to my right

She was lookin' at me like she knew me, I guess she did

Cause then she walked right up to, and then she said

My name is Sami and I swear that I'm your biggest fan

I think she even had my name written on her hand

“She said me my brother used to listen to you every day

Until last year, when he passed away

I'll never forget seein' my parents cry

When they got a call sayin' that your son had died

Man I wish that he was here now, you were his favorite

He had your mixtape and never stopped playin' it

Your music gives me a feelin that I just can't describe

Its like I got my brother back, and hes still alive

I pray for both of you, every single night

Cause believe or not, you saved my life”

“Now lemme turn the table, and talk to you

I had a dream but your the reason that its comin' true

Yeah I've had some dark days, when the sun don't shine

But you always reminded me that I would be fine

Cause when no else cared, you believed in my vision

And now I got an army comin' with me on my mission

I thank God for all you, every single night

Cause believe or not, you saved my life”

____________________________________________________________________________
Live to inspire 

The team 7.

is back

Reminiscence

Alright, gotta compose a blog post for this week.

Sunday:
Surprised birthday celebration by Dickson, Ying Xi, Chu Yun, Xue Ling, Zhi Jing, Mun Jun and Chung Aun.
Really deeply appreciate for squeezing time out for celebrating my 20th birthday.

Thank you so much for the card :) 

My life needs to be more colourful.

Not to forget those facebook, twitter and sms wishes: (not in sequence)

SMKTE fellows: Yi Chwen, Jing Lin, Yan Qing, Wai Hong, Kam Wah, Li Lyn, Sung Ming, Jin Jie, Yuyuh, Chung Ping, Jie Sam, Siew Cheng, Richard,  Foo Hing, Jeff, Kok Ong, Chi Shan, Bee Sim and Melanie. 

UCSI fellows: Rachel, Yee Cing, Eng Sheng, Cherylene, April, Lawrence, Li Ling, Carmen Ong, Sarah Iker aka Senora Casilas, Vivan, Shi Hao, Jian Hui and Jireh.

Monday - Wednesday

Camping for the 3rd time in my life :) 

A little worry as it has been 4 years not camping in my life .___.

Anyhow, I think I will regret if I didn't join this camp.

A three-days-interaction is so much more fruitful than a month in class.

By the way, thanks to the awesome people in Bus A for the birthday song,

and Lawrence for telling people to sing birthday song when the introductory of group by me. 

Awkward moments in my life hahahaha. 

So, yup... 

the camping was a fruitful one. 

Having a group of awesome teammates + super facilitator is good.

Never knew that most of my teammates are good in Captain Ball. LOL 

-.- definitely looks like an idiot being a first-timer. 

special credits to Nien Fong, our attacker, I think she can be the best female player of the day, and 

Zack who can scores even though playing keeper role.

Although just end up at 4th place, still it's better than none right? :) 

Treasure Hunt definitely is a killing one, 

still can remember everyone's pek chek faces when looking for 

the only station after rounding the campsite a few times. 

the 2nd day kick off better by PK and team up session.

definitely the cheers helped when PK session as we managed to be winner for that session, teamwork rocks!

Team up with other groups sparks more collaborations... 

the most memorable one will be the guessing of Hansel and Gretel by Joanne and Eleen's Cinderella acting, then with Dylan's Popeye team for the number combination, and Team Bravo for the bingo games.

(if forget mentioned collaboration with your groups don't jelly ya)

Battlefield was a for-fun-water-playing-game, and

Campfire's performances... (thumbs up) 

not to forget to mention Emeline's lead in the bombing game, saved us from washing the dishes in the last day.

Third day starts with Jungle Trekking, Waterfall Playing then Flying Fox. 

Had fun teasing June for "no need to tell us beware of head" all the way uphill. 

The scenes on the way uphill is the most fascinating one, insects, plants... it's been long for me to be away from city life.

Chilling effect of the waterfall definitely calmed me down a lot,

downhill process is a killing one .__. too rushed, made me run in some of the distances to catch up.

Flying fox is not as scary as I expect hahahahaha, the pirate ships or roller coasters are scarier. 

Closing Ceremony... skip

Best Female Camper goes to Cherylene and Best Male Camper goes to Boon Pin (claps claps)

Second Runner Up - Bunny Rider, First Runner Up - SuperDora and Champion - Infinity.

definitely they deserve the prizes :)

Photo session before designing the flag

 First Day! Flag designing - never left your flag unattended 

Explaining Flag and Demonstration of Cheers.

Sorry for the wrong hand using... and why June looks so shock :O

Forth place yo!

Treasure Hunting Time

PK time! 

The Fun Part: same signs used for several times, so tiger on the left, cat on the right lol. 

June's funny face pwned us

Jungle trekking pun boleh take photo yay

Beyond this line is all camwhoring time 

 Gwiyomi! (missing No.4) 

Photo credits to Lawrence, Shi Hao, Yan Hui and Zack

Alright, confession time,

I'm not a really good leader, without Zack's facilitating in these three days I'll definitely emotional breakdown hahahahaha.

Thanks for being cool and awesome to Nien Fong, Yan Hui, Yen Hoih, Kah Ling, June and Shiang Yi. 

Good to know you guys and gals. 

Thursday:

Leisure Mall - Korean Food with Chung Aun and Mun Jun. Gah, accompanied the Virgo to spend his RM250 BR1M. Last meal of this period of time I guess.

Conclusion:

Never judge a book by its cover. 

How people behave while playing games may provide insight into their real-life habits.

人在做
天在看
2018
90后
会让你好看

I'll be back, back on my feet.

你永远不会知道为什么我对别人都不能敞开心怀

Good things do not come easy. The road is lined with pitfalls.

Desi Arnaz

But I'm a creep, 
I'm a weirdo. 
What the hell am I doing here? 
I don't belong here

Reflecting of what I did this semester:

Screwed quizzes
Bragging everyday
Insufficient sleep (like wth, fail everything lol)

So is this really how to be a pharmacist?
Biting the notes, burn them into ashes then drink them with water (lol joking)
But then, life still go on.

You can be harsher, but I'll still get over you.

Be like him :)

不堪入目的成绩

默哀完毕

换方法战斗

人际泡沫

随时破灭

Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone

可能
先处理好自己，才想他人的方法已经行不通

＂理直氣壯，得理不饒人者，不僅惹事生非，傷人傷己，甚至永遠無法化解仇恨，圓融人事。＂

The Truth That You Leave

换上了旧的部落格的歌曲。

以前，朋友都说看我的旧部落格久了，会很sad。

部落格，不就时抒发情绪的地方吗。

:)

Another 8 days to go then only can tweet.
Oh god -.-

forgive and forget,
but silence does not mean acceptance.

静静做事就好

奉承的话，

俺不太想说。

Rule number 2: don't switch on lappy when study, don't study when lappy is on

耶魯大學勵志語錄:
1.要無條件自信，即使在做錯的時候。
2.不要想太多，定時清除消極思想。
3.學會忘記痛苦，為陽光記憶騰出空間。
4.敢於嘗試，敢於丟臉。
5.每天都是新的，煩惱痛苦不過夜。
6.面對別人的優秀時，發自內心地讚美。
7.做人最高境界不是一味低調，也不是一味張揚，而是不卑不亢

:)

對自己的要求 請高一點

Don't repeat mistakes