梦醒时分

yup,
this post is meant to tell what happened on saturday in smkte.

don't blame the player, blame the game.
this is what i want to tell to all.
First aid competition give BSMM and SJAM advantages.
we know right.

second thing,
competition organisers didn't clearly stated the number of first aid kit given.
again,
don't blame the player, blame the game.

third thing,
a week of training is my effort with some of them who willing to spend their time to train newbies
im open for critics and comments,
but in the process of commenting,
do remember that they still new.
with a week, only a fragment of knowledge can be given.

fourth thing,
don't always push your responsibility to the others
you are chairperson,
having good relationship with your AJKs is your responsibility
having good relationship with teachers is your responsibility
having good relationship with other societies is your responsibility

the end. 

p.s. i should pull my hands out.
it's never too late right? 

我想要说

回到去中学
发现自己的遗憾

曾经一同作战的
竟然抛弃了学会
让小的自生自灭

一年了，
完成预备班才帮你们
真的太迟了。

比赛不是一个星期就能准备好的
我只能帮你们准备上场
想赢的话，应该早早就告诉我有比赛
再说，之前之所以能赢，
也靠之前她们努力了几个月的成果。

我想
你们应该很想去vad
在没有学长的帮助下自己学习
我不能答应你们我自己会每个星期天去。
去吧，付出，会有成果的。

原来这才是真正让我累的包袱

in the story of naruto,

uchiha clan who poses the sharingan is cursed.

so cursed until even possess great ability also cant runaway from massacre.


in real life,

people who know what's going on is cursed.

even know what's happening around only is illusion,

no point of telling people around,

because they are told to believe their eyes,

so they only believe in the illusions that fool them.


end.