my grudges

新年快乐

2012-01-22T17:26:00.001-08:00

2012-01-19T09:04:00.001-08:00

我只想静静地度过这些时间，别来管我

2011-12-26T07:19:00.000-08:00

无需如此做贱自己，安排聚会。老子很累！

2011-12-23T09:40:00.001-08:00

take it easy. i hope i can spit out this word in future.

2011-12-12T09:06:00.001-08:00

我想要安静地思考

A significant day of my life

2011-12-09T08:48:00.001-08:00

well,first of all, final exams ended (hooray)results? (nahhhh, don’t ask me, u are tearing my scars) *midfinger*went back from angkasa to kepong todayseriously, morning kinda unlucky for meneed to wait the shuttle bus for more than half an hour (fine)wait for the ktm at bandar tasik selatan for half an hour also (fine)the ktm train breakdown at salak selatan (what the f***)at first the train just

2011-10-15T09:14:00.000-07:00

okay i want to apologize. i know i always saying sorry, makes people feel my sorry is unworthy. im sorry for ignoring you. i admit im angry, reason is because im dont want to be a replacement for your best friends last time. i am who i am, just take me as another friend. 对不起，谢谢

2011-10-06T09:54:00.003-07:00

i wonder the is the problem come from me

2011-10-06T09:54:00.001-07:00

i wonder the is the problem come from me

new life

2011-09-10T09:34:00.000-07:00

first week of new semester, matter 1: i get a new roommate who study chem. engineering. i was WTF when i know it, but now accept ady matter 2: get chung aun as new group mate for chem 1 and bio 2 lab. =) much more fun during lab time le la matter 3: first time going out to sing k with friends from ucsi... lalala~~~ matter 4: learn how to trust on people. i know i dont easily trust ppl... my

2011-09-01T10:55:00.001-07:00

时间。别跑那么快，我跟不上你的脚步。

2011-08-23T08:02:00.001-07:00

我很忙.... 忙着堕落

Only God Knows

2011-08-22T11:22:00.000-07:00

Midnight with no interruptions Obviously im too darn bored with holiday, holiday is not fun at all when your friends all are studying, some even have tests. Great, so im left bored at home, clicking the mouse and pressing the keyboard like a robot, drive when have chance, hoping i can get my own car which is impossible, guessing when will someone free to invite me out to shop or whatever activity

sem break

2011-08-14T11:39:00.000-07:00

sem break starts from friday great holiday since im away from burdens, stress, tensions, bloody exams, horrible marks..... i feel weird, i don't feel belong to anywhere now. bump into pei gee in selayang mall on saturday before have badminton sessions with friends bad news all around and i only know when i have bump someone from inside bsmm face to face only know sad im a senior that unreliable

2011-08-10T00:54:00.001-07:00

雨过天晴

Apologize

2011-08-06T11:50:00.000-07:00

IM SORRY I know many of you hoping me to turn up on yesterday. Sorry if I make you all hopeful when I ask whether can come at night. Sorry for me reluctant to say cannot directly.

"Rolling in the Deep / Someone Like You / Turning Tables"

2011-08-04T20:57:00.000-07:00

this version of Someone Like You more energetic :)

Things Stirred My Mind

2011-08-02T12:11:00.000-07:00

Problem No.1 why i took BC in SPM even though I'm SMK this is a very good question since my house-mates majority from SMJK hmm, i would take it as my responsibility as a chinese A-, A or A+ seriously did play in my mind last time, i thought i would pick Account as it is said to be easy to get A+ but in the end i picked BC which i nearly score C every time in tests i picked EST which my seniors

2011-08-01T12:01:00.001-07:00

fell pain work hard am i really that noob?

2011-07-29T22:27:00.001-07:00

CHEERS :D

遇强则强!

2011-07-29T00:47:00.000-07:00

今天知到了probability and statistics的成绩应该能做到更好的啊 T^T Final 时加油！

Someone Like You

2011-07-27T21:54:00.000-07:00

My favourite; at least for now.Reminding me something.

In The Middle of the Night

2011-07-24T19:36:00.000-07:00

望着以前，你无法迎接未来太执着于能不能参与聚会，却忘了好朋友不管距离有多远，彼此间的感情都不会变。时间慢慢地流逝在这儿两个月，发觉分开离很残酷坚持少些，可能就滚回去读form 6了开始发觉想太多只是会为自己带来苦恼简简单单，专心完成课程，就是我现在能做的事。

what's up?

2011-07-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

last weekend watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 with secondary school friends =/ final episode which marks the end of the series i hope this is not the final time for us watch movie together thank you to the person who gave me the green pig with helmet from angry birds, that really cheers me up =) one step closer to my collections of the green pigs somehow I'm kinda sad when I

life updates

2011-06-18T21:21:00.000-07:00

19/6/2011 almost one month in ucsi ady just had my first test in this week ordinary results. aiks, just hope i can cope until the end of the course and score well. _______________________________________________ sports day in smkte, to be honest, i really hope to go back and see but BSMM SL(Y) 139, i can only say satisfy for your result hope to see my friends soon, don't u all miss me?

hostel life

2011-05-28T20:35:00.000-07:00

hmm, what i should say staying in hostel > no home cooked food no wifi lolz aiks, at least can every weekend go back home now know what is home sweet home =)

30/3/11

2011-03-29T10:21:00.000-07:00

失落不代表我放弃

23/3/2011

2011-03-23T11:09:00.000-07:00

results day... unexpected honestly much of grates to all teacher that taught me and... now is the time to choose my own road... i hope i can get what is good

沉淀

2011-01-26T08:48:00.000-08:00

我的blog寂静了一个月，是时候让它再活跃起来一个月，许多人，事，物都变了，有的朋友在上班，有的朋友在升学，。。。我天天在家里做蛀米虫，无所事事。星期三找了补习老师聊天升学，很遥远，也很近。 form 6应该是我唯一可以达到目标的路。还有几个月才出成绩， @@ 趁机会好好休息咯

merry christmas

2010-12-25T08:26:00.000-08:00

sigh... a few days of rest.... today is the tenth day feel sucks everyday pc game only my undang haven't finish reading... next wednesday is the day of test already ciaoz... above is a christmas present by my aunt...... blur like me @@ and this one... hmm, i saw it in watson... when i say i want it my bro say me DAO GEI...zzz my christmas hope... I WANT TO STOP PLAYING ONLINE GAME

100th post

2010-12-15T04:24:00.000-08:00

oh my god. i finished my Sila Pergi Main finally memang hampir maut in this exam == watever end liao jiu suan now... i need a long rest by the way, today half cleaned my room, the papers are too many, couldn't believer i wrote so many things in these two years... another thing that shock me is first aid notes and books... damn many, someone fast fast take it away arh, i need a few days to

this is just the starting point

2010-11-21T17:43:00.000-08:00

hah, tomorrow will be the real spm, actually i am wondering what is happening to me... so many friends start to have insomnia including my mad cousin, Rin dream of haven't revising BM lol. the 99th post before SPM haha, the 100th post will be on 15th of December, just wait me... my family planning for holiday trip after SPM... no idea what am i going to miss after SPM >.<

无奈

2010-10-12T08:52:00.000-07:00

hmm, last post is before trial... now trial end d... many things happened in this few weeks time... 人来人往，来也匆匆，去也匆匆。身边最近常听见xx去世什么的。有的还未退休，有的退休没几年。生命该结束的时候，没有人应该阻止。规划生命，是我见过最好笑的东西，谁敢担保你能活几久? 20？ 30？还是40？想要做的，今天就完成它，不然临走遗憾多多。就此结题，免得写得太黑暗。 ———————————————————————————————— 这几天有朋友在facebook写感激认识我们什么的，希望友谊长久。其实我想说我很开心认识你们，中一时，我还以为我不会有很熟的朋友，从认识，到成为朋友，好朋友，都是在我不察觉中进行。

看开/看不开

2010-09-14T11:02:00.000-07:00

有好多东西都不是你我可以控制的...生老病死，悲欢离合... 相反，可以掌握的，在很多时候，我们都不会珍惜。别人都在鼓励你，帮助你，提拔你，你成不成材，就只是看你自己要不要而已。最近好喜欢摩菲定理凡是可能出错的事均会出错 Anything that can go wrong will go wrong... 第一次听的时候，我真的不明白... 现在，我相信了。的确，能错的东西，它都会错给你看。生命无 take two, 请珍惜生命。 source from http://www.wretch.cc/blog/lfw93

REOPEN OF WRETCH

2010-09-11T09:45:00.000-07:00

okay this is my old blog http://www.wretch.cc/blog/lfw93 reopening from now on... any post update will be post on both blog... some private post will only be in wretch so close friend pls ask from me the password for the post thanks

It Ends Tonight

2010-09-03T08:21:00.000-07:00

finally, BSMM AGM is on today at last i retire, as a senior and advisor, which means in future no more advise from me, now is your world. no senior come back to have a look, all have things to busy with. whatever la. i did my job, good or no good i have no comment. Ketua G.P. didn't come =( at least Pn Zahrah came. Thx to Pn Chai for lending LCD although can't be used that time. all

23 days

2010-08-29T10:52:00.000-07:00

23 days to trial and i am still online... what the hell i am thinking.... !!!

Hari Kokurikulum

2010-08-08T10:23:00.000-07:00

i decided to write today before my memory fades early in the morning, i start to be nervous, when i should wake up at 5.45am, i wake by myself 5am... too early, i can feel my heart keep on pumping.... hate this feeling i wait until 5.30am only go out of my room, scare that my mum will ask why i didn't sleep well ate maggi mee, end up half left due to no appetite no care... i take my bath then go

30/7/2010

2010-07-30T10:56:00.000-07:00

memorable day i went to WWF FMD in Pavillion with Richard, Sook Wei, Bee Sim, Chi Shan and Shirley so happy first time go out and craze at night we froze on the floor we danced dancing all together is really different feeling it is like a spiritual shaking, all together for an aim... in fact, i still haven't decide to go in the morning... they tempted me... XD thanks god they did that, if not I

废材

2010-07-22T08:35:00.000-07:00

没错。。。就是你，不用看，就是在讲你。。。还看！！！你就是一条废材。。。我承认我是废材，你不承认，很好，那你也不是木材。。。你说什么，你是木材，好，既然你说你是就是lor。。。但是，你绝对不会是钻石。。。我们是废材，别人说你是废材，你会说我不是，你会说这不是我的错，你会说是国家的错，你会说是教育的错，你会说是老师的错，你会说是家长的错，你会说是朋友的错，你会说是电脑的错，我们都会说世界的错，但从来却不会说是我的错你敢说你不是废材吗？？？你知道Mother Teresa是谁吗？？？你又知道Michelangelo Bounaroti是谁吗？？？如果你不知道，你一定是废材，因为我曾经也是。。。 Mother Teresa & Michelangelo Bounaroti是世界名人，我想大家应该懂前者是谁吧？？？如果不懂，

21/7/2010

2010-07-21T03:16:00.000-07:00

this few days rarely online... but something i would like to record down here. monday.... mr cheng said to me, after get out from biology class... "books u carry is heavier," i nodded, "but after u gone through all this, u be a better man" i have no doubt. tuesday... pn zahrah... "men die easily because they cannot handle stress" lol "i see u all like not aggressive in study" totally agree

maaf... anda tidak dipilih

2010-07-15T08:40:00.000-07:00

ish... plkn i sms-ed from 9am wait till 10.20 like that also dun want reply me banyak bodoh la, then jin jie offered to help me and i used kok ong also... scare the system sohai enuf ish ish then 12pm... pn neo came in for maths she asked who get and didnt and me... is "havent reply" most idiot answer... suddenly jinjie walk to my place, showed me the phone... "maaf, ...." enough i enough waited

用心

2010-07-11T09:35:00.000-07:00

用心的去做每一件事最简单的东西也要全心全意地做从“你是一条废柴!?”学习

Charlie Chaplin's 3 Heart touching Statements

2010-07-06T08:16:00.000-07:00

Nothing is permanent in this world, not even our troubles.. ! The most wasted day in life, the day in which, we have not laughed. I like walking in the rain, becoz nobody can see my tears. Copy from Ms Amy in FB... someone i would like to call her my motivator

degenerate?

2010-07-05T07:59:00.000-07:00

i think i messed up my things from the first missing kad koku, to my mekar progress in half-way blocked. i have no more idea ady... and now the class t-shirt. first time feel everything out of my control not playing important role as i am hyper insensitive towards colors... especially purple... now i really sense hyper urgency... can i handle it?

f**king my bc

2010-06-28T08:44:00.000-07:00

i enjoy writing blog in the midnight nobody will disturb and nobody will peek from my back... yesterday went to school with my dad... my mum not go, may be she is not interested since i said that my results are poor hari terbuka... so "many people" lol when enter the hall i can't found my class teacher lol she is hiding in the end there =.=" i am so lucky that nobody at my class' table there so

awaken

2010-06-18T10:24:00.000-07:00

attended AFS interview, i don't really think i stand a chance... many things the volunteers there tell us... culture shock, different language will be used...(not special as i ady expect) most important, after u come back, u will know who is true friend... *this one shocked me* they say when u go aboard, your friend will send u email first week, second week, third week... nope so u will realize

empty

2010-06-13T10:39:00.000-07:00

time to end this pain it is long enough to bring this to endingtoday will be the meeting day =)ready your asses to be kicked stayed in home for a few daysexcept going out to tuition and going to melaka for day tripam i too lazy or too stressed with school works... planning a few days aheadtuesday-melakawednesday-night have tuitionthurday-no idea yet friday-afternoon need attend interview, hope

holiday; time to reboot

2010-06-09T21:23:00.000-07:00

holiday...i went to cameron highland...as usual,no spm books...just got 3 books.erm, shud say 励志小说...now i found that i am thrown back...so far from the others...when everybody is ready....i am still finding my wayevery night i think.... i did nothing...i let go kokurikulum for my academic...now i didn't get both.i let go my chance,now i have no chance to change it... take time to stop,rest,then

just to clean spider webs and dust

2010-05-28T09:20:00.000-07:00

lolz. long time no blogging, mushrooms are growing already... few things to say exam... this is a bloody exam... so hard == zzz got regret for not hard working enough especially bio birthday on exam day funny lol some teachers tell me happy birthday and i stunned... Facebook again... of course thanks to those who slapped me and don't have slapped me one..... thanks to u all's wishes...

exam coming!!!

2010-04-26T01:44:00.000-07:00

18 of May... I'm not ready la ==

学会忍耐

2010-04-13T03:40:00.000-07:00

人类因原则而活着有些东西不应该妥协可是在能力范围之外也无可奈何唯有学习忍耐再来搞东搞西的小心我不干了...

luan sui

2010-04-07T06:33:00.000-07:00

eeeeeeeeeeee early sleep early wake i agree late sleep early wake + nap i agree also.. now not my study methods got problem only, even my sleeping times also have problem.... sohai sleep early = less time to study nap = less time to study diao la no sleep = more time to study? not also cannot concentrate if not enough sleep WTF!!! cannot plan well = plan to fail i cannot let myself fail in spm la

responsibility and ability

2010-03-31T09:09:00.000-07:00

friends having some dilemma about what happening i sometimes also doubting.... responsibility and ability which one u will choose? before agm, choosing new ajk this is the problem that u will face. after agm, when a society should move it does not function as u thought yes, u may thought he/she has the responsibility but u forgotten he/she has the ability or not... no, u may thought he/she has

活着，不只需要毅力

2010-03-30T09:09:00.000-07:00

生活越来越不规律了天天的生活周息都不一样有点难透过气来每次看见别人那么努力读书，拼课外活动有点自责自己为什么那么懒读书有点迷失方向不懂怎么读才是最好我尝试过问以前的考生他给了我一个答案就是：“用你自己的方法” 天啊又难，又懒，我不懂怎么读下去还是应该继续硬硬的读下去算了不想再想了

figuring...

2010-03-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

figuring all possiblities for mekar... management board still not stable members also not confirm also may be i should be more drastic in deciding pn samsiah's style is a bit too slow for me be a effective editor is not hard... how to be socializing with other forms ajk is harder form 4, 5 and 6 seems like have their own life may be i should ask pn samsiah to narrow down the namelist to who is

time and things that need to do

2010-03-25T07:29:00.000-07:00

so long until now i can only say time... decreasing things that need to do... increasing less personal time to online in front of computer more and more homeworks everyday dull life happy life busy life less social life i just wanna a success life do what i want to do be what i want to be other things sorry no more in my mind bsmm... gotta kick u away so that u don't drag me mekar... i'll ask

属于我的明天之后的憧憬, 我迷信我的迷信

2010-03-21T07:32:00.000-07:00

hmm long time didn't post anything feel like wanna voice out my views after reading shan en's blog... sorry i blew up our chance that is once in a life representing selangor is a dream for many school members i never thought that i can walk until there... when god closes a door he opens another first time i understand it... we still have a chance... next year, but as vad hope can team with u,

life should be in peace and undercontrol

2010-03-15T08:58:00.000-07:00

life should be no chaos... test... sucks, never study last minute pls... life... more sucks, how come only my time not enough i already give up my post in bsmm and then come another from mekar pula... i can't be look free, if not everybody will think i'm too free zzz test test test after school reopen, i think all my subject teachers will catch me for counselling sucking result... i think

i'm not sad... nor giving up... i'm just fade up with politicking

2010-03-08T08:04:00.000-08:00

6 of march i brought yi chwen and jing lin to ukm today all by myself from kepong to ukm, by ktm from ukm's ktm station to kolej ibrahim yaaccob, free shuttle bus feeling nice as i know what to do and how to do something 7 march training by a few trainers even a medical officer come to teach 8 march bsmm selangor's chairman, pn fatimah comes to support us a demo made zero error for me happy and

no mood

2010-03-04T07:39:00.000-08:00

dunno why... feel like don't have a target... test and competition is ahead... i should be aiming a good result, but now i'm online, finding and printing my notes.. i should be aiming the best for selangor team, but now i'm worry for my studies... what the heck i'm thinking who had gone through this... someone please help me... i feel like losing my future now

busy

2010-03-01T06:44:00.000-08:00

haiztraining; revisioncompetition; testwhat the hell every time all things crush into same time just hope i can handle all of it well

be the best, not the better one

2010-02-24T05:38:00.000-08:00

world is realistic.... no doubt for above statement right? world is only choosing the best, then only better, then only good... funny when they can't get the best then they find for the better one; when they can't get the better also they'll find for the good one...

why why why why why....

2010-02-21T18:22:00.000-08:00

haiz saturday and sunday gone... just full with training from 10am till 5pm cham a few more weeks to go and test is coming also first aid test, monthly test... what else test also come gg

come back to this blog...

2010-02-19T08:34:00.000-08:00

this blog is cleared d... problems fixed, so use back this blog pls... haha

changed blog

2010-02-12T08:54:00.000-08:00

http://polarbearstory.blogspot.com/ go to here, my new blog, same post, but less rubbish

miss my mp3 player

2010-02-12T08:35:00.000-08:00

i feel missing my mp3 player very much now, such a personal thing lost jor... tuesday celebrated birthday for pn samsiah, yeah, we made her cry.... XD thursday, pn neo's turn oh gosh, we didn't made her cry... but made her post in FB haha "感谢你们今天为我庆生.我知道你们花了很多时间,精力去准备:有人逃课去练歌,有人晚上补完习还去买蛋糕,有人好不容易才买到礼物,有人生病了还来...... 虽然没掉眼泪,但我很感动.我不知道我在你们心目中占据了这么重要的部分,因为你们常笑我,气我,反我,不听我的话... 我不知道陈律师写的有多真实,如果是

life...

2010-02-08T07:03:00.000-08:00

now i'm thinking what my life should be, i feel that everyday i can't get enough sleep for this whole year, except for the day after thaipusam duty, sleep for 7 hours only... everyday, i have to wake at 6am, sleep at earliest 1am if don't have homework. really should plan my life properly and stop involve in bsmm's activity too much... what's the purpose i put all form 5 to be penasihat? i want

6th of Feb and 7th of Feb

2010-02-07T07:39:00.000-08:00

6thtoday have schoolso sien,saturday also need to do homework...haizand thenhomework is adding on...loli learn 1 thingaccept the homeworks...lol afternoon go to gemilang to buy some booksspm year, torturing year,totally no time...kok ong sms to wear red...lol, i dun have red la...so i borrow my dad d... evening go to sookwei house first... walk to yong zhi's house first with hing and hamsterthen

i hate ppl drag my time on useless things

2010-02-04T05:41:00.000-08:00

yea... i hate ppl drag my time on useless things too frustrated when someone have to keep on the same things repeatedly even idiots also know d but still repeat oh gosh, time is there for something more important, for e.g. study or homeworks... not to keep on repeat rehearsal haiz... homeworks is still like a mountains for me... i hope i didn't stress up myself as i haven't start revising form

complicated results make complicated consequences could cause complications

2010-02-03T05:00:00.000-08:00

complicated results make complicated consequences could cause complications... my quote for today what the..... results still haven come to me till night, not until i sms Kenzo again... and he msn me telling me a complicating situation... die, how do u want me to explain to other, gg... what should i do? wait again? from monday till wednesday i want... and get a such confusing answer... die

wait wait wait

2010-02-02T02:19:00.000-08:00

now is 5.06pm of 2/2/10 i have been waiting from yesterday early morning till now... eeee scare scare fast let me know la... by the way happy birthday to 4 ppl sjl, richard, pui leng and viviane lolx... start to thinking to study.... all friends seem like only focusing on study... left me still playing around... haiz complicated hope and feeling... to be chosen or not... to concentrate study or

1st of february...

2010-02-01T07:03:00.000-08:00

1st of february.... funny chinese girls in my school all kena POTONG RAMBUT funny right? 1st time got girls kena potong rambut... everytime also boys... and this time the girls REALLY MAD ANGRY many parents also come to school for complaining as school don't have give warning at first.. but seems like many guru disiplin is a GOOD DEBATER... don't have give then give on the spot... of course, cut

pemilihan for national first aid competition

2010-01-31T06:56:00.000-08:00

today wake at 8.30am... after duty thaipusam yesterday and sleep at 1am gather at school to wait kang yong fetch us at 9.30am then we go to Ibu Pejabat Kebangsaan when we reach... ppl from different cabang(daerah) ady come waiting to have test then we took paper test and then have practicals-CPR, fracture and luka... my CPR really gg count wrong tekanan become 10 tekanan 2 hembusan 1 round....gg

thaipusam duty

2010-01-31T06:46:00.000-08:00

lol 1st time duty in thaipusam in my life unforgettable because leave home before 6am, reach home after 12am... XD geng leh I also dunno how i stand so long about 6am, kang yong fetch me, hui yung, yi chwen, lee xin and jing lin from school then we go to batu caves area there, and then parked the car and have to walk to the caves.... walao eh, so many ppl i dunno how they wake so early and the

hmm.....

2010-01-25T10:20:00.000-08:00

long time no post ady... first post after sports day... just a brief telling what happened... 19/1/2010 tuesday-my starting of ponteng kelas... lol to teach afternoon session kawad... zadao leh, nobody dare to use afternoon session for a unit beruniform to kawad, only me... soh xin yee and jun xian together mad with me... pity them, ponteng with me just for....kawad afternoon, continue kawad,

just for a rest

2010-01-13T08:37:00.000-08:00

haha, blogging just for a rest, instead this post just for a quotes that i found Anybody can become angry - that is easy, but to be angry with the right person and to the right degree and at the right time and for the right purpose, and in the right way - that is not within everybody's power and is not easy. ~~Aristotle

First week of school

2010-01-09T08:16:00.000-08:00

= = first time write blog in 2010... open school so busy first day ady have homework haiz i ady know this year will have to suffer a bit but... don't like this larh!! so stressing everybody seems like more hardworking than me and their speed in doing homework haiyo so fast no eye see le... next one, 23 Jan is Sports Day ady... now only i realize my team less than 15 person zZz hopeless

arhhh..... my new year's eve

2009-12-29T09:18:00.000-08:00

zzzz flash mob dance... i missed the first so i don't want missed the second also... but... it's on new year eve... haiz pray pray pray my mom give me go... if countdown with my friends together.. then i gg also 1 Jan my mom's birthday... T.T how... now really dillema and i just know my family planning a steamboat dinner on new year's eve wtf la i thought nothing will be on that night and i can

happy christmas? sad christmas?

2009-12-25T09:39:00.000-08:00

my christmas is soooo bad, first i'm online in the midnight of chirstmas, count downing with friends online although i'm headache due to not enough sleep and insomnia... die then 6.30am i wake up to jogging so i sleep from 1.00am to 6.30am, total is only 5.30 hour and i'm so tired... after jogging and breakfast, i go and have my sleep again(about 9am gua)... about 10.30am, my father wake me up,

无奈

2009-12-15T09:26:00.000-08:00

我是垃圾? 我觉得是, 看了康涌的blog, 更觉得自己是垃圾，看着bsmm的沉沦，却无可奈何，更不用说有什么突破。有朋友开导我，算是少数知道情况的，告诉我，学校的课外活动，渐渐没落，我们也没有办法，唯有希望不会倒在我手上。 To be alone is to be different, to be different is to be alone. Suzanne Gordon, Lonely in America, 1976

talk rubbish

2009-11-30T10:46:00.000-08:00

haha, this is the first post for my holiday...(precisely should be from camp until now) kakaz hmm, start from camp first camp is from 16-18 nov such a long time before... haha, camping is such a tiring thing... but at least better in home... in home i just know eat, sleep, play... and continue everyday... first day we depart from our school... morning, and a few forget bring original ic... can't

many things

2009-11-06T07:03:00.000-08:00

yoyoyoyo, today is the first day after exam~~~ hurray~~ can have holiday la~~~~ ............... not so fast still got things waiting me to do... camp-oh lame, sook wei expect me to do many thing, but that's what gotta when accept this job, nvm, i can stand on it... my ajk-more lame, all form 3 ajk seem like nobody's coming to school, want them gather and meeting sure make me feel mad, but

听君一席话...找回自己

2009-10-10T11:49:00.000-07:00

刚和siew cheng谈完原来我真的迷失了自己她提醒了我很多东西以前到现在我真的变了很多我忘了以前努力读书的目的忘了父母为了补习花了多少钱在我身上忘了为了证明自己的能力牺牲了多少忘了考不好成绩的后果忘了为奖学金对自己许下的诺言或许我真的须要把以前的我找回来很多东西不只是天经地义还是理所当然应该和不应该只在有没有先例来定夺我真的浪费了很多时间真的应该找回我输不起的心态来成为读书的动力我应该是时候再一次证明自己了吧? “Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. Now is the time to understand more, so that we may fear less.” quote of Madame Curie-Laureate of

40th post... so less also want tell... mensiasuikan

2009-10-05T09:58:00.000-07:00

yup, 40th post, first lets tell from 30 september... last day of september pameran dan ceramah denggi and influenze A(H1N1) so long the name look pro but just do in makmal lol and only for form 4 and 6 classes in afternoon let see some pic that's us, not all, who left out??? chicken little and pro hing i think finally found a photo with pro hing and chicken little (p

tomorrow

2009-09-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is pameran jorhaizlast minute worklast minute planlast minute makes things bad1st is the cik rosnah don't give us use the 3E-reason is ganggu PnP (lol, if we use speaker i think more ganggu PnP)2nd is the form 5 have ujian gempur (sien, ady trial and blok system, still got ujian)3rd i dunno what will happen tomorrow,the dewan so "big" put in penceramah and whole class of students,

2009-09-28T01:02:00.001-07:00

apologise means nothing if nobody tell me what's my fault.

happy ending holiday

2009-09-26T09:36:00.000-07:00

lolxnothing is not happy wish in my blog, happy holiday and happy ending holiday...omg, i don't i studied anything in this holiday,let's see what i had done within my holiday........keep playing in my grandma house, because aunt come back from johor (suck est thing i done, because it don't really like something i should do, and take place from saturday to tuesday, sien)go tuition physic in

chatted with old friends

2009-09-22T08:36:00.000-07:00

chatted with some old friends todaynice to chat with themeven though is through msnnice feelingfeel that we are back to primary agestill so close to each otherchatted with wei qi, although she suddenly disappear from msn without any reasonbut sparks my interest to find other to have a chatso chatted with chi kang and christine.now only i realize what had passed will never come backwe used to be

Blogging idiotically

2009-09-14T08:39:00.000-07:00

time goes~~flying away and leave me here,waiting to exam,zzzsien ah!!!i thought now is going-exam time,now is should be ready with studies,but,now i'm playing with the stupid restaurant city,online every hour purposely for restaurant city，no more gg-ing but now dekaron-ing!!!sien,i feel sorry for myself,i didn't study seriously like a student should this year,i didn't do what i should do as i

Seclusion

2009-09-09T01:37:00.000-07:00

I am gonna leave my blog in un-updated mode.hope goodluck for me...in war mode,from now...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Goodbye my August

2009-08-31T02:40:00.000-07:00

Goodbye August, and my holiday too...today is first day of school after holiday... arhh... T.Tstupid thing still happening,homework(s), notes... zzzendless,and pressure!!!what the hell, now what month ady,i'm so lazy, napping in the afternoon, forgotting all my target...mcb,i won't forgive myself if i continue like this...everyday is tiring for me...and emotional is going to out of control...!!!!

30 Hour Famine

2009-08-24T06:16:00.000-07:00

Yoyoyo, yesterday just back from 30 Hour Famine.So happy and yet so high,the countdown concert really syok la,everybody is so high, hoho~~the 30 Hour Famine start from saturday 12pmi joined a D.I.Y camp in kepong,organised by very "kind" de kang yong.to make sure i'm not bored,i pulled some frens(sook wei,pui yeng and xing ning), hehe, sorry arh.In fact, withouht eating foods make the activities

one day holiday... one day to think

2009-08-20T03:51:00.000-07:00

yayay, 1 day of holiday...computer games fill up my day, happy happy and blur blur went through a day...so good, no need to read add math and not even write also...have some free time and thinking my past,from form 1 till form 3, time from time, friends that i make in this period,friends that leave me in this period,whoever gave me lessons,whoever backstabbed me.thank you to u all,i learned what

H1N1

2009-08-14T20:43:00.001-07:00

zzzH1N1 in smk taman ehsan,just confirmed yesterday.Please take care of your health if u have been in bilik rawatan nothing to say about what happened to me on friday,just one thing to tell,keep yourself as hygenic as possible...

august 12

2009-08-12T01:31:00.000-07:00

today a bit free time, so i can blogeverybody seems to start studying for finalhaiz,i'm stucked with add math.as there is add math, then i can't revise other subjects well.i don't want continue s**king like this,i want to study well,study what i want in uni.help me!!! anyone got any idea how can i do it?

i want to rest!!!

2009-08-10T01:34:00.000-07:00

I want to rest,I really want to rest,I dun want to take this "b_ _ _ _ n" anymore,I'm not a good leader,Why I have to do something I'm not good in?~~~~Yesterday i chatted with siew cheng,what we have chatted is "infinity",chat half way we talk about kang yong and thinking to get his opinion,and miraclely, he online at the time.xD,then we added him in,and what he tell us only 1 is clear>>> ur year

bad week

2009-08-07T08:11:00.000-07:00

bad week for me this week, i seem like headaching entire week,blur bluring for everytime...a few days before i read richard's blog,pity on him,just wrote something and get a such bad result,threatened everytime.no comments about what they are doing but pls care someone's feel before any word or action u take... ^^blog should be a place where u share your personal feelings,telling something in

nothing, just mumbling...

2009-08-03T07:49:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to Cineleisure with jeff, bowin and kok ong,lolx,shiang kwei "fong fei gei" at last minute, really last minute, just before we stepped in the cinema. haiz1.30 sth i go to kepong to fetch them, motive is very clear, because my parents worry me single in the shopping mall,and if i'm alone i have to wait 3 of them with my parents,xD, macam buadak kecil lagi...after that when we arrive

unusual=abnormal+less probability

2009-07-31T08:17:00.000-07:00

this few days feel much more better,abandoning something that is important,sorry if really disappointed u all."having good news time by time is good for health"...quotation from me.dun believe?yesterday i got a phone call,quite important, because what had not done for 2 years can be done now,hehe, i won't reveal here,if u want know better ask ajk bsmm,(p/s:i haven't tell them)later la.today is